You only go Up once you hit the Rock Bottom.

Almost after one and half year, I feel like writing here again. It’s funny how things change. A year back I was brooding about bad relationships and now there are all the new problems up my sleeves to bitch about. Being a heretic pink guy, I can still be singled out in any gathering, not because I want to but because rest of the cliché sounds galactically STUPID. Let’s take things one by one to bitch about:

Karachiites vs. Lahoris:

I always maintained Karachi’s pink scene was not good, but Lahore’s pink brigade is bitch par excellence. No offence to any Lahori reader, I am loving Lahore and I would dare say my moving to Lahore was one of the major milestones of my life and it changed my life completely; however there is an extra pinching bitchiness in air when I am surrounded by gay crowd here making it borderline(ish) unbearable. Anyways I digress.

Will to get out:

My intention to get out of here is getting stronger with every passing day. Though things are going smoothly, but I am still not satisfied for what I have. I can do better.

New Home:

Finally from the Zoo I was living in I have moved to a proper home. And though it’s sublet;  yet I love the place. It’s calm, green and beautiful. I guess the dream of living alone is finally becoming true. But anyways we all learn from our mistakes and I have always learned the things hard way. No matter for how long I am going to stay in Lahore I have made my home a proper home (and not a hostel). Only thing which is missing now I guess is a bar but am working on it.

My Dane (Athena):

I recently bought a beautiful Labrador retriever. It’s a Dane and 2 months old. She has brought a new life in home and some punctures in my hands :D, but that’s worth it. As of this moment we got 5 cats in our home and a dog, next thing I would like to buy is an alligator but I don’t see it happening any time sooner.

It’s a very personal post, but I guess I owe it to myself for the changes I have made in my life. I am proud though still in struggling mode but things have gotten better than ever before. I am taking it step by step (oh Ms. Houston)!